“Water doesn’t have student loans.”
He pulled out his phone. The screen was wet, but it still worked. He scrolled past Leo’s contact—still saved, still un-deletable—and opened a new message to his boss: “I’m resigning. Effective immediately.”
That was the moment. The one Alex would replay a thousand times. The moment he should have said more. Should have closed the two feet between them. Should have told Leo that the reason he never jumped, never risked, never spoke was because the only thing he truly wanted was standing right there, and losing that was a fall he’d never survive. flashback original
“Always,” Alex had whispered.
Leo’s smile flickered. “Yeah. Okay.” “Water doesn’t have student loans
“I’m not going to jump,” he said to the empty air.
The rain was a baptism, cold and relentless, soaking through the thin fabric of Alex’s coat. He stood on the bridge where the old train tracks used to run, staring at the water churning fifty feet below. The city was a smear of wet lights behind him. Effective immediately
The rain on Alex’s face felt different now. It wasn’t cold anymore. It was just water.
He turned and walked off the bridge, not away from the edge, but toward a different one. The rain began to lighten. Somewhere, a train whistle blew—not the old tracks, but a new line, running somewhere he’d never been.