Albeiro laughed, but he kept watching. A week later, he sent her a gift: a voucher for a clinic in Bogotá. The procedure was called breast augmentation. Silicone. Four hundred cubic centimeters.
Back in Pereira, her mother held her without speaking. There were no reproaches, only the sound of the factory-worker’s hands trembling on her daughter’s back.
But Albeiro bought her. He moved her out of the village into a beige apartment with a jacuzzi that never worked. He gave her a white purse with gold buckles. He gave her a cell phone that rang only with his voice, always asking where she was, who she was with, why she had taken five minutes longer than expected to buy milk.
The village of Pereira clung to the side of a mountain like a secret. For Catalina Santana, a girl of fourteen with ink-black hair and eyes too old for her face, the village was a cage. The only window to the world was a cracked television set in her mother’s kitchen, and through that window, Catalina saw paradise.
When Albeiro took her to a party at Don Chalo’s mansion, she saw Ximena in person. The famous woman’s smile was a crack in a porcelain mask. Her eyes had the flat look of a hostage. Ximena pulled Catalina into a bathroom tiled entirely in gold.
Her mother, Hilda, worked double shifts at the textile factory. Her fingers were raw from thread, her back curved like a question mark. “Study, mija,” she would say, pushing a worn textbook across the table. “That is your escape.”
Her best friend, Paola, who already wore a bra with padding, laughed at her. “You’re crazy, Cata. You want a drug trafficker?”
One afternoon, she borrowed a push-up bra from Paola, stuffed it with toilet paper, and walked to the edge of the village where the black SUVs with tinted windows idled. A man named Albeiro, a thin, cruel-faced sicario with a gold front tooth, leaned against his truck.
“Without breasts, there is no paradise,” she whispered, memorizing the phrase from a telenovela.
That night, Albeiro backhanded her for talking to another man. The taste of blood was coppery and final. Catalina escaped not with a grand plan but with a bus ticket hidden in her shoe. She left the white purse, the cell phone, the push-up bras. She walked twelve kilometers to the highway, her chest aching where the silicone had settled wrong, a constant dull reminder of the price she had paid for a door that had turned out to be a wall.
“Run,” Ximena whispered, gripping her wrist. “Run before the first bruise. Before the first time he holds a gun to your mother’s head.”
But Catalina had seen the math of the world. A secretary earned two hundred dollars a month. A narco’s girlfriend had a Jeep, a house with marble floors, and a photo on the cover of Aló magazine. The equation was brutal and simple.
Catalina straightened her spine. “Looking for a man who can appreciate a woman… once she becomes one.”