He wanted a normal life. One where Peter Parker wasn't just the guy in the spider-suit. One where MJ still remembered his name, where Ned still called him his best friend. One where Aunt May was still making him dinner.
In a final, rain-soaked stand against shattered skies, Peter Parker loses everything—May's gentle smile, his home, his future at MIT, even the love he fought for. Spiderman No Way Home
And Peter is drowning.